I learned a lot for the past life-happenings.
"The best way to find one's self is to lose one's self in the service of others."
Well, It's hard to really let go of something you've always loved to do, even if it means academic grades degradation and missed family outings and reunions. Even if it takes every single thing in your system, as long as you're sticking with it, nothing would even matter anymore. As for my part, I have always loved scouting, as well as, I have always loved Greenbar Council. For the past years, I have experienced being trained, being taught, being reprimanded, being appreciated and most of all being served. For the past years, I have experienced a lot of life-changing incidents and future-forming instances. Now, I know it's my time. It feels awkward really to be playing another role that I really never wanted to play at all before - Training Offucer. Before, people always ask if i'd be one or not. I always answer them with, "Di ko ganahan mag pinamay." At the back of my head were all the unfortunate and not-so-good personal ecounters I had with the T.O.s. They were disgusting me but little by little, I came to realize. It's not really making the pinamay out of yourself but giving back to the organization which molded you what it really deserves. As it is said by Mother Teresa, "GIVE UNTIL IT HIRTS." Right now, I think it doesnt hurt yet but I know so that in time, It will surely hurt.
Right now, I am currently helping Sir Cagang and the staff as a Training Officer since I'm not that busy yet but even if I get busy, if it's for the Greenbar, I will always give it. Just showing some love.
Rakenrol beybs,
Mark
