Law, what? Lawrence.

"And so that’s life, the life that is patterned from a pre-destiny. The usual. We live. We eat. We sleep. We fall in love. We fuck. We break-up. We die."

Fresh from the abode where real people work and where real people compete. I am but a strong person together with strong competitors in a strong world of lies and reality, noise and music, beauty and destruction, life and death. I must, in one way or another, struggle and fight - this is the MARK LAWRENCE BADAYOS melo-drama.

9 months of silence. 9 months of boredom. 9 months of hopeful desperation. 9 months of crossed-fingers. 9 months of innocence. 9 months of fragile-ness. 9 months in womb. And the 9th month marked the start of the real battle.

They say life has been so cruel but no, life has been too kind to teach us lessons for free. Some say life has been so hard but no, life has been so easy to give us friends who’ll help us through. They also say life is too short but no, it has been too long, even more than enough to prove our worth on earth. And so that’s life, the life that is patterned from a pre-destiny. The usual. We live. We eat. We sleep. We fall in love. We fuck. We break-up. We die.

That’s the pattern but some people dare to make a difference. They dared not following such pattern. The blazed a new trail and went through a different path. They’re seldom. They’re unusual. They’re different. They’re unique. And I? I belong to the few. I disprove the pattern that has been set. Not because I live and eat and sleep and fall in love and fuck and fuck and fuck again and break-up and die but because I live and eat and sleep and fall in love and fuck and break-up and fall and learn a lesson and die. I dare make a difference. Most dare not.

But above all, let’s live and be glad. Like I do.

16 years of existence. 16 years of difference. 16 years of learning. 16 years of Law, what? LAWRENCE.

The Return of the Come Back.

"Three months of a blog-free life. Three months of kept feelings. Three months of unsaid experiences. Three months of silence. Three months of temporary death. Want three more months?"

DEAR BLOGSPOT,

A lot has happened. Certainly, a whole lot of stories to tell. So I forgot to tell you that I'm already in college. Apparently, a very different world for me. You see, I spell F-R-E-E-D-O-M at the same time T-E-M-P-T-A-T-I-O-N all in USC-TC. Don't get me wrong. I have nothing against USC-TC coz I'm actually enjoying. and Yes, POLSCI IS HELL CRUEL but uhhhhm, loving it though.

Blogspot, I can't spend longer time here. Tomorrow's Midterm for Political Science 12. Got to study like hell.

Yours,
LAWRENCE

HISTORY.

The last time I posted was like uhhh...CENTURIES AGO. History, familiar? shoots. Here again, been doing this - restarting to blog after busy-killing-days. Well, good thing is, I just had the chance to chat with lonz and he told me how dull and unexciting it is anymore in blogspot simce bloggers have been a little too busy these days.

I learned a lot for the past life-happenings.

"The best way to find one's self is to lose one's self in the service of others."

Well, It's hard to really let go of something you've always loved to do, even if it means academic grades degradation and missed family outings and reunions. Even if it takes every single thing in your system, as long as you're sticking with it, nothing would even matter anymore. As for my part, I have always loved scouting, as well as, I have always loved Greenbar Council. For the past years, I have experienced being trained, being taught, being reprimanded, being appreciated and most of all being served. For the past years, I have experienced a lot of life-changing incidents and future-forming instances. Now, I know it's my time. It feels awkward really to be playing another role that I really never wanted to play at all before - Training Offucer. Before, people always ask if i'd be one or not. I always answer them with, "Di ko ganahan mag pinamay." At the back of my head were all the unfortunate and not-so-good personal ecounters I had with the T.O.s. They were disgusting me but little by little, I came to realize. It's not really making the pinamay out of yourself but giving back to the organization which molded you what it really deserves. As it is said by Mother Teresa, "GIVE UNTIL IT HIRTS." Right now, I think it doesnt hurt yet but I know so that in time, It will surely hurt.

Right now, I am currently helping Sir Cagang and the staff as a Training Officer since I'm not that busy yet but even if I get busy, if it's for the Greenbar, I will always give it. Just showing some love.

Rakenrol beybs,

Mark

OPLOK.

"Kahapon, ngayon at bukas...iyong-iyo ako"

- K o r i n a S a n c h e z -

HAHA. og pagkaluod lang jhod. woot-woot. Wa lng, nisud ra's akong utok, keri?

Anyway, I've got a whole lot of stories to tell tonight. Not to mention, people to talk about - GREAT PEOPLE. Okay, curtains out...3...2...1...Roll. So, seems like I've been chilling these past few days with different kinds of people, different barkadas, I mean. Each has got to be very different from the other - UNIQUE. But each has got to be very fun to be chillin' with.

R O C K E R Z

"Study hard, Party harder" - It must be this kind of group's stand. All are very brilliant, intelligent but not nerds. They're outgoing and jamming. Have I ever mentioned of island hopping earlier? Not yet, IKR? So, lemme mention it, HAHA, noobs. I couldn't remember the date but we had it either Saturday or Sunday, 'twas a weekend for a fact. We went to Lapu-Lapu and rode on a pumpboat for the adventure. We visited several islands and had stop overs in the middle of nowhereSSS. We were like chilling in the boat all the time, talking, tagay-ing, eating, singing, shouting and a lot more. I totally love the experience there. Sa uulitin Rockerz.

C I R C L E O F J E R K S

It was an accident, yes it was! HAHA. I was in Caroline's 16th Birthday Bash. Disco Lights. Groovin' Sounds with the DJ. Delicious Foods. Always-present Drinks. And of course, Party People. When I arrived, I was effin anxious of this OP MADNESS. Seriously, I really was. At first all I did was, Eat then Sit. I was in a corner with no one to talk to. Emo? Not much. Good thing Rasheed saw me. He called me and gave me a signal trying to say "Come, let's jam." So I went to their table, and I joined the on-going tagay. They were all familiar faces to me. We're batchmates. You see, Old faces, new friends. They were so loud and naughty and we drank. Then Danced, met girls, talked and we really had a gooooood time. Unfortunately I got out of the party. Memz texted me for a role-playing-thingy-in-an-indie-film-right?. She said if it's okay I'd be flying immediately the next day. Of course, with my very supportive parents and my urge, I'd totally grab it and so I did get out of the party to pack up. When I arrived at Shell, memz texted me that they can't book a ticket at that time a wait for a text. I was like UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I left for the party. I really never had the intention to go home early, early as 11:something. Anyways. So, I wasn't able to go home and if I had a choice, I never would. HAHA. I slept at Chad's house with some other friends. Tsk. Badshot.Badtrip.

Hitch: I am really a fan of THE GRISKA BIANCA BALBUENA right now. She's an icon. She's my idol. I still don't know her that much but I've got some good vibes that she's someone. HAHA. I visited and read and viewed all her links. Name it. Looking forward to meet and know her. HAHA. Memz, ila2 mi beh. HAHA. lols.

So, that's it. It's it.

rakenroll beybs,

MARK

This is Semi-holy slash Greenish-White day.

What you've read in the title is literally what I intended to mean. HA HA HA.

To start off, we were in a good and holy company in the brighter side, in the opposite, crazy and seemingly harmless people. Get it? HA HA HA. No offense. I'm referring to Kuyas Ace and Ryan. They're not your typical teenagers, they are seminarians from Casiciaco Recoletos whom we met in the 5th Recollect Augustinian Youth Summit. Together with some souls and soon-to-be Angel, hitched, used-to be Soul MARLONE. The Big MARLONE. Yeah. HA HA HA. We headed off to Ayala to meet them and Kamz, nice fact, The Big MARLONE saved us from the Global Warming or maybe it's just really seriously summer, thanks for the ride Lonz. To cut it off, we then went to SM and met Chad, Karen and Calorz. We enjoyed there with the Bump Cars, Videoke and of course who would forget? THE SECRET ESCAPADE. lonz, Shhhhhhhh.

We were about to go home when Kristelle accidentally released an idea from her brain through her mouth, scientific? HA HA HA. We'll stand by at Angel Khan's house and, shooots* Great Idea, telle. So, it happens by accident, I am staying for the night with The Big MARLONE, and the two holy-slash-green-minded-seminarians, no offense. I am posting here in Tangke, Talisay , I think and it's already 2:10 dawn. I'm insomniac, BTW, nothing. HAHA. So, til here. Sorry, if I can't update you much with my blog. I'm super duper addicted with CRAZY KART. It makes me insane. HA HA HA. Pray for a next time.

Anyway, Thanks for the day friends, I enjoyed it. Til our paths cross again.

Holy Week No More, Happy Birthday Patrick!

'twas Patrick Birthday Party - April 12, 2k9 - It was in Tubod Flowing Waters. The time I was supposed to be there is 9:00 AM, unfortunate or not as it may seem, I woke at 10:00 AM, the usual. I got 4 missed calls from Dunstan since I think he was waiting for me to go with him going to the place. Well, I didn't bother to reply or what.HAHA. mean. Well, so I, shaquille and tyrone got our way there and when we arrived. *GOSHHHESSS, it was a hell of a crowd. A lot of people were there, as in, woah. So POB, the kuya, cousins, I, tyrone, shaquille were there. POB meaning PalaOtog Boys, HAHA, like Arc, Aldrin, Rofil, Patrick and their President, Dunstan. HAHA. So it was fun, real hard.

Happy Birthday Patrick! I'm proud being yerr leader by the way but remember, gotta grow more and prove yerrself, trik. Okay? Til Next, holla back. Comment me, people. Anyway, click my pic beside and below, Try them.

*darn, I'm left out.

"mark badayos: hello there! Have some time to visit my blog. http://www.meettherobot.blogspot.com. Read my posts and make your own."

*scream out, braaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh. Little did I know, I was truly badly fuckin'ly left out by my fellas' blogs. It was like, I never thought they'd seriously make their blogs too, not bad though, but hell, their blogs were awesome, Excellent for short. Some were pretty gross though, a fact. I'm pretty insecure or what, not really, but kinda like that. Like, there were only a few having their blogs before and I just ahd the chance to invite people and you see, now, shoots. Woah.

You see. You have there Jun making her own sun-flower-inspired-pretty-gross-but-cute header, Giana with her sexy-freakin'ly-arousing-tempting-header-and-ohh-i-love-it-posts, Roy with his obsessively-sincerely-whole-love-package-only-for-inah blog, Gene with his good-for-a-starter-slash-amateur-blog *joke, peace out gene. Imagine? I'm truly badly fuckin'ly left out by my fellas' blogs.

Anyway, this is not an implication of weakness, this is but a good realization that I must go there, go where only a few can. Ahhhhhhm, give me time and I'll show you what a Mark-the-robot-B-L-O-G is, *crossed fingers, i hope i can do it, lols. Better said than done, darling.

A night of Summer.

Hello. It's still early in the evening and I'm loving the experience here. We're in Plantation Bay and yeah I'm soo enjoying every second that I'm here. It's really truly summer and I can feel it. We're staying for the night fellas and good thing is, I'm bringing my laptop and my Smart Bro internet connection, you see? The one which is a portable INet connection, familiar? Yeah, that one. I'm with my family and I love it. I guess until here, til next time, babe. bye.

*And I am fuckin' back.

Hello there. I'm seriously getting bloggin' again and again. Good thing, boredom strikes anywhere 'cause I've fin'lly got the urge to make up in my blog, my apology, babe. Been sooooo long since I last posted, right? That was like a month ago and duuh I was cooped up in a busy world, so I've gotta fight fella. BTW, I have finally graduated, GOODBYE HIGH SCHOOL, I'm ready for college. Well let me just tell you some adventures that weren't posted.

It was like a whole week of drinking-partying-swimming-sessions after the graduation. That was great. I enjoyed fuckin' hard, promise. But now, It has ended and DARN! I'm pissed off by the boredom all over the world. Anyway, I've made a new header, What about that? Not bad at all. Till here. Keep track, bitches.

This is kewl.

Hello. I'm in the airport as in now, at this very moment. Yeah, this is the first time that i'll be blogging in the airport and i told yah , it's kewl.HAHA. Anyway, been a long time since I last posted here. My apology. Anyway, to cut the long story short, The week was killing me. Braaaah.

You might be asking why I'm here. Well, I'm attending a regional scout youth forum since I was nominated and voted to respresent Cebu Council for the forum in Bacolod. Yeah, another experience. I'll be with my new friend - Justein, and Sir Pacz. I hope we'll have same flight because being in the plane alone for the second time would mean... BORING. duuh. I'm super excited for this and I'm still waiting.

So, until here. Keep track, friends. May God Bless us there.

Tomorrow's All or Nothing, Seriously.

February 26, 2k9 - tomorrow. The day after today is judgment. Woah. Tomorrow will be our finals' first day and this is gonna be exciting or shall i say breath-taking. LMAO. Seniors, gotta be studying tonight if graduation's your target, I must be right, ayt? But, wait, something's going wrong, I can sense it. Yeah, I don't have my resources and I lost my book. errrr. Nothing to study on. Braaaaaaah. You see that? STFU.

Finally, we're almost done and then we can proudly say, "Done that, Been there."

Tomorrow's All or Nothing, Seriously.

The Week and The Weekend, Bow.

This week's busy.urgh. but i kinda like it. It was on Monday when we passed the oral defense and yeah that felt so good and it was on the same day when we had an overnight stay in Ray's house to finish our Investigatory project. We were late last tuesday but that was considerable. Nothing special happened last Tuesday except that we practiced for the presentation we have to present on Sir Damazo's Birthday. Wednesday, no difference at all but hey, the city government called our house up to inform me that I qualify for the final interview for The Outstanding Cebuano Youth Leader 2009, yeah that was fly. Thursday, I, and some of the staff, stayed in Remil's house for the rets of the night to finish the Happy Birthday Letterings for the said Birthday. Friday, that was hell exhausting. In the morning, I reported to the City Hall for the interview which lasted until 2 PM, i guess. I was able to meet great young people who were also qualified for the search. They were brilliant, like I do.HAHA.rofl. They were really leaders and their aura had a different impact on me. The interview was fine. I couldn't say if I did great or not but for sure, it was safe.HAHA. Then, I immediately reported to the campus after that interview. After the class, We have to have an Arrival Honors for Sir Damazo, the birthday celebrant. After that, we attended Sir's Birthday party and Alumni Scouts were also there. Namely, Sir Nantoy, Sir Briones, Sir Carl, Sir Rodney, Sir, Roy, Sir Keith, Sir Dicko, Sir Rex and etcetera. They were different. We were able to have chit-chats and I enjoyed a lot. They shared their unforgettable scouting experiences and I was ROFL, seriously.

This weekend is long. No classes both Monday and Tuesday.Yeah.Celebrate.Next week's our Periodical Test and on Friday's our TOCYL Awarding and on Saturday's VOCJAM.Yeah.

Highschool Drama - the unforgettable.

My apology if I wasn't to post the very interesting happenings yesterday, as in very interesting and I mean it exactly that way.

First, Yesterday was our schedule for the, finally, Oral Defense - where after this and when we pass, worry no more Seniors 'coz you have just made it. It was a very different feeling though, you see, during the whole day before the defense, all of us in the group did not really feel that anxiety thing for that possibility of failing or what, in short we were confident. Unexpectedly, we were seriously pissed off by our invited panelists and yeah, they almost became the reason for our failure. Who could ever think they will come late, worse, they will not come? I mean, hello, that is a very big deal. You see, everything was going right just when we heard that the nurse went home. See that? It could have been a total disaster if not for the student teachers who replaced her. That very happening tickled us and resulted to being sooooooo tensed, no exaggeration, promise. So, the defense began, when it was my turn to speak, I was shaking. After the defense, the moment of truth has come. Mrs. Davide spoke, "I, together with my co-panelists, are very happy for conducting your research. This would really help us in the future and with that we give you a grade of...PASSED!" And we were like in seventh heaven, right, the seventh heaven.HAHA. Special thanks to my groupmates namely:

KLYDE FEL CEMANES(leader)
JAKE ILUSTRISIMO
ARVIN PADILLA
LINDLEY MAURICE TURBANOS

That was great groupmates, no more sleepless nights, I mean, no more sleepless nights KLYDE.HAHA. After that, our adviser came in to investigate THE CRIME last Teachers' Day. HAHA. It was really a time-consuming-reality-drama. My classmates were forced to tell the truth if they were an accomplice.LOLS. So, just this morning, the criminals, joke, those who courageously accepeted their faults had their room-to-room public apology. At least they told us the truth compared to those naive assholes.duuuh. Until here people, stay tuned.

Anyway, last night I slept in my bestfriend's house, Ray, with Jacob and Joel for our Investigatory Project but funny thing is, I wasn't able to help coz minutes after I arrived I immediately slept.HAHA.sorry.


Graduation's actually 39 days away.yeah.That sounds great.Goodbye strict rules! Not a bad point, though.

Talk about Fun and Adventure.

Hello. I'm still up and it's 2:16 AM. I'm in Chad's house for some reason or no reason at all. No, they are actually here to plan out things for their Oral Defense and his groupmates for the Investigatory Project are also here. I can't stuck myself up in the house with nothing to do and even make my day boring-ER.duuuh.

They are all down here except for my best friend who just woke up to continue studying. A while ago, Marlon, Chad, Daryll and I had a good time watching a very funny video which I found in Domo Arigato's blog. It was kewl. So, Chad and James are in one foam and Jacob and Derik are in another foam. Daryl's in the Sofa,as well as Marlon. Ray is in Jacob and Derik's foam studying while I'm in the computer posting random things.HAHA.

So, nonetheless, this is a not-so-bad day since my bestfriend asked for apology and I can't be so someone who doesn't forgive.hello:))Anyways, Tomorrow I'll be out as early as 7:00 AM since I have to teach a dance to some sophies, they needed it. Random things are actually going into my mind.So, until here maybe I'll be up later and post again.


Things are getting harder now. I have to adjust so as not to disappoint people.

Bitter Valentine.

NOTHING REALLY WENT RIGHT.

No lover but that wasn't the issue.

No friend, still not the issue there.

Influence no more, that was stunning and I WAS HURT.


IT ALWAYS SUCKS.

Friday the 13th met me too early.crap!

I'm so damn f*cked up by those people. errrrrr crap. WTF with all of you. Let's just see. You know, the worst thing i don't want a person to give me is HEAD-PUNCH. You're doing it over and over crap, better watch out if you don't want a ruined life. You all know me, when I hate someone, I'll do everything, as in everything 'til you drop. What a BWISIT day!

I'm just not in the mood now.til here. You're dancing tomorrow right? Good Luck. Break your legs, literally. I'll be there to watch you.

I could call myself a LOSER by now.

What about it?errrrrr. I seriously really don't know why that thought would always reach my brain and my heart, i think so. It's like there's something missing in me but i just couldn't figure that very thing and i'm stucked with it. Do you get that feeling when people exalt you for doing such good things but you just don't see it that good, I haven't been so fulfilled for a long long time. As in, any time now i can freely shout and say, "HEY! I'M A LOSER! BELIEVE ME!", though i don't and i hate to be one. uhhhhh, this really sucks.

I'm not insecure or anything. I think it's more on GUILT. I know for certain i am guilty but why i feel guilty, that i don't know. But I really am, promise. I'm hurt or whatever like this only happens rarely. I could only remember 2 times and both's because of Jesus. The first one was RAY CAMP and the second one's great. It was just an ordinary day and i was thinking about random things and these. Just when we had praise and worship and sang religious and jolly songs, not boring and slow. I was singing and raising my hands thinking about things that happened to myslef those days, suddenly a tear came out and rolled down my face. That very candid moment, I was touched by Jesus and I believe he was telling me that I am already at the barometer or my sins. I don't want this to happen for the 3rd time. I know this is not because of my religious thingy, I think it's more on relationships with people, groupmates, friends and all.

How do i get over this? Of course, i would not want to hang on this and leave it undone. The problem is, I can't barely get up. I couldn't take it any longer. Anyway, i'll be until here. Until next time.

Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow. No Difference at all(sighs.)

I'm so enjoying my whole life here on earth and I just so love to love it. I mean, I don't want to hate my life cause If I do, everybody does. You see that? Though, I'm hell busy with all my responsibilities, I just love to work on them. But, could there be a time as I could be less busier than usual? For once? I hope so cause nothing really changes. Look, I'll tell you how busy. As in very busy. Want Figures?

Responsibilities Checklist:

*SHOWDOWN 2009 Preparations(All Saturdays are booked until end of March.)
*Oral Defense Preparations(Due on February 16,2k9)
*Career Portfolio Thingy(Due on February9, 2k9)
*Entrance Test for San Carlos(this one's important)
*Physics Thesis
*Vocation Jamboree
*Another RAY Activity
*Scoutechism
*TOCYL Preparations


I hope it ends there(crossed-fingers). But heads up, boost morale, I can do this.LOL. That's not a good bluffing. Anyway, HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION is 50 Days Away. When all these end and All these succeed, I couldn't ask for more. Surely, that day would create a big difference.

I'm so f*cked up and spoiled out and i want more.

For the greetings, (Please put all the negative greetings you could ever think of here.) nothing so good about the previous life happenings.braaaaaah.

My apology if I wasn't able to post yesterday. You know, I didn't notice I was already sleeping. I felt so exhausted and you see, f*cked-up with the College Courses Galore whatever they call them. It was a bunch of breath-taking braggers from the different colleges of the same school. Like bragging about their departments are like this and like that. As if I care, better yet, as if we care!HELLO! Funny thing was, they are front-biting each other, like, the other departments don't have this and that.duuuhh. Like, they could have talk of a better topic about how they could help remedy this Global Financial Crisis thing instead of just telling us things that we do know.

Should I validly call that as Insignificant or ineffective for that matter? All the speakers were so not effective, like they expected themselves to be.HAHA. they make me LOL.

The whole day was boring, boringer and boringest. I just couldn't tell anymore.

Okay. Anyway, this moment of my life is f*cking busy. I just have to pause for some time and express my self in this blog. So, I started the day, I mean my mom started my day with loud reprimands. Is it my fault if my body aches and i just don't want to wake up for school? And there she goes talking about crazy things. "BRICKS!, Unsa man ka?Nganong dugaii ghod kaii ka nibangon? Di ka muskwela? Buang kang bataa ka, basin ga kwanggol2 na ka? Wa ra ba jhod kuh kita imong card sukad 1st grading. Basig hagbong2 na ka ha?" H-E-L-L-O! I just couldn't see my self failing in my subjects. Then, I reported to class in the afternoon. Nothing special. And the whole day was spoiled. Anyway, I want more!HAHA.

Until here people.Im damn sleepy.

How people call me.

I am back, as in, yeah, seriously.HAHA.
I really never knew since the day i came out from
my mom's pussy(LOLS) why people have different names.
I don't really find it insulting or offending but how I wished
I only had one name that everyone could use. Anyway, i know
that's not a big deal. So I'm giving you the names people
usually call me...

You must most of my classmates when you say "Mark"
You must be Mrs. Enario when you say "Lawrence"
You must be Mrs. Cantones or Mrs. Catipay when you say "Baday"
You must some of my close friends or someone from VEGA when you say "Badz"
You must some of the leaders when you say "Sir Badz"
You must be my mom in angry mood when you say "BRICKS!"
You must be some of my neighbors or cousins when you say "Bing"
You must be Hechanova when you say "yot"
You must be Anne Margaret when you say "Choii" or "Mark Lawrence"
You must be Karen or someone from 4OLCON when you say "JUNIOR"
You must be Giana when you say "Maaaark."
You must be Darianne when you say "Prinsipe"
You must be Bro. Khan when you say "Kalag" or "Soul"
You must be any friendster person when you say "the robot"
You must be some of the T.O.'s when you say "Abadiez Gamay"

So, those are the options, up to you.

Honestly, I...

Honestly, I don't wear briefs 'coz I prefer boxers.
Honestly, I'm afraid of the dark and creepy stories.
Honestly, I don't really know why I have a good image at school.
Honestly, I fall out of love even in a short time.
Honestly, I really never considered myself humane.
Honestly, I don't want to reuse and recycle.
Honestly, I love to watch Primetime Bida.
Honestly, I'm a poser.

Honestly, I just think I have ADHD.
Honestly, I love girls who love to kiss a lot.
Honestly, I easily get tired.
Honestly, I don't eat lunch now to lessen my fats.
Honestly, I too have vices.
Honestly, I easily get insecure.
Honestly, I'm not yet known better by people.
Honestly, I'm not that honest.