Tomorrow's All or Nothing, Seriously.

February 26, 2k9 - tomorrow. The day after today is judgment. Woah. Tomorrow will be our finals' first day and this is gonna be exciting or shall i say breath-taking. LMAO. Seniors, gotta be studying tonight if graduation's your target, I must be right, ayt? But, wait, something's going wrong, I can sense it. Yeah, I don't have my resources and I lost my book. errrr. Nothing to study on. Braaaaaaah. You see that? STFU.

Finally, we're almost done and then we can proudly say, "Done that, Been there."

Tomorrow's All or Nothing, Seriously.

The Week and The Weekend, Bow.

This week's busy.urgh. but i kinda like it. It was on Monday when we passed the oral defense and yeah that felt so good and it was on the same day when we had an overnight stay in Ray's house to finish our Investigatory project. We were late last tuesday but that was considerable. Nothing special happened last Tuesday except that we practiced for the presentation we have to present on Sir Damazo's Birthday. Wednesday, no difference at all but hey, the city government called our house up to inform me that I qualify for the final interview for The Outstanding Cebuano Youth Leader 2009, yeah that was fly. Thursday, I, and some of the staff, stayed in Remil's house for the rets of the night to finish the Happy Birthday Letterings for the said Birthday. Friday, that was hell exhausting. In the morning, I reported to the City Hall for the interview which lasted until 2 PM, i guess. I was able to meet great young people who were also qualified for the search. They were brilliant, like I do.HAHA.rofl. They were really leaders and their aura had a different impact on me. The interview was fine. I couldn't say if I did great or not but for sure, it was safe.HAHA. Then, I immediately reported to the campus after that interview. After the class, We have to have an Arrival Honors for Sir Damazo, the birthday celebrant. After that, we attended Sir's Birthday party and Alumni Scouts were also there. Namely, Sir Nantoy, Sir Briones, Sir Carl, Sir Rodney, Sir, Roy, Sir Keith, Sir Dicko, Sir Rex and etcetera. They were different. We were able to have chit-chats and I enjoyed a lot. They shared their unforgettable scouting experiences and I was ROFL, seriously.

This weekend is long. No classes both Monday and Tuesday.Yeah.Celebrate.Next week's our Periodical Test and on Friday's our TOCYL Awarding and on Saturday's VOCJAM.Yeah.

Highschool Drama - the unforgettable.

My apology if I wasn't to post the very interesting happenings yesterday, as in very interesting and I mean it exactly that way.

First, Yesterday was our schedule for the, finally, Oral Defense - where after this and when we pass, worry no more Seniors 'coz you have just made it. It was a very different feeling though, you see, during the whole day before the defense, all of us in the group did not really feel that anxiety thing for that possibility of failing or what, in short we were confident. Unexpectedly, we were seriously pissed off by our invited panelists and yeah, they almost became the reason for our failure. Who could ever think they will come late, worse, they will not come? I mean, hello, that is a very big deal. You see, everything was going right just when we heard that the nurse went home. See that? It could have been a total disaster if not for the student teachers who replaced her. That very happening tickled us and resulted to being sooooooo tensed, no exaggeration, promise. So, the defense began, when it was my turn to speak, I was shaking. After the defense, the moment of truth has come. Mrs. Davide spoke, "I, together with my co-panelists, are very happy for conducting your research. This would really help us in the future and with that we give you a grade of...PASSED!" And we were like in seventh heaven, right, the seventh heaven.HAHA. Special thanks to my groupmates namely:

KLYDE FEL CEMANES(leader)
JAKE ILUSTRISIMO
ARVIN PADILLA
LINDLEY MAURICE TURBANOS

That was great groupmates, no more sleepless nights, I mean, no more sleepless nights KLYDE.HAHA. After that, our adviser came in to investigate THE CRIME last Teachers' Day. HAHA. It was really a time-consuming-reality-drama. My classmates were forced to tell the truth if they were an accomplice.LOLS. So, just this morning, the criminals, joke, those who courageously accepeted their faults had their room-to-room public apology. At least they told us the truth compared to those naive assholes.duuuh. Until here people, stay tuned.

Anyway, last night I slept in my bestfriend's house, Ray, with Jacob and Joel for our Investigatory Project but funny thing is, I wasn't able to help coz minutes after I arrived I immediately slept.HAHA.sorry.


Graduation's actually 39 days away.yeah.That sounds great.Goodbye strict rules! Not a bad point, though.

Talk about Fun and Adventure.

Hello. I'm still up and it's 2:16 AM. I'm in Chad's house for some reason or no reason at all. No, they are actually here to plan out things for their Oral Defense and his groupmates for the Investigatory Project are also here. I can't stuck myself up in the house with nothing to do and even make my day boring-ER.duuuh.

They are all down here except for my best friend who just woke up to continue studying. A while ago, Marlon, Chad, Daryll and I had a good time watching a very funny video which I found in Domo Arigato's blog. It was kewl. So, Chad and James are in one foam and Jacob and Derik are in another foam. Daryl's in the Sofa,as well as Marlon. Ray is in Jacob and Derik's foam studying while I'm in the computer posting random things.HAHA.

So, nonetheless, this is a not-so-bad day since my bestfriend asked for apology and I can't be so someone who doesn't forgive.hello:))Anyways, Tomorrow I'll be out as early as 7:00 AM since I have to teach a dance to some sophies, they needed it. Random things are actually going into my mind.So, until here maybe I'll be up later and post again.


Things are getting harder now. I have to adjust so as not to disappoint people.

Bitter Valentine.

NOTHING REALLY WENT RIGHT.

No lover but that wasn't the issue.

No friend, still not the issue there.

Influence no more, that was stunning and I WAS HURT.


IT ALWAYS SUCKS.

Friday the 13th met me too early.crap!

I'm so damn f*cked up by those people. errrrrr crap. WTF with all of you. Let's just see. You know, the worst thing i don't want a person to give me is HEAD-PUNCH. You're doing it over and over crap, better watch out if you don't want a ruined life. You all know me, when I hate someone, I'll do everything, as in everything 'til you drop. What a BWISIT day!

I'm just not in the mood now.til here. You're dancing tomorrow right? Good Luck. Break your legs, literally. I'll be there to watch you.

I could call myself a LOSER by now.

What about it?errrrrr. I seriously really don't know why that thought would always reach my brain and my heart, i think so. It's like there's something missing in me but i just couldn't figure that very thing and i'm stucked with it. Do you get that feeling when people exalt you for doing such good things but you just don't see it that good, I haven't been so fulfilled for a long long time. As in, any time now i can freely shout and say, "HEY! I'M A LOSER! BELIEVE ME!", though i don't and i hate to be one. uhhhhh, this really sucks.

I'm not insecure or anything. I think it's more on GUILT. I know for certain i am guilty but why i feel guilty, that i don't know. But I really am, promise. I'm hurt or whatever like this only happens rarely. I could only remember 2 times and both's because of Jesus. The first one was RAY CAMP and the second one's great. It was just an ordinary day and i was thinking about random things and these. Just when we had praise and worship and sang religious and jolly songs, not boring and slow. I was singing and raising my hands thinking about things that happened to myslef those days, suddenly a tear came out and rolled down my face. That very candid moment, I was touched by Jesus and I believe he was telling me that I am already at the barometer or my sins. I don't want this to happen for the 3rd time. I know this is not because of my religious thingy, I think it's more on relationships with people, groupmates, friends and all.

How do i get over this? Of course, i would not want to hang on this and leave it undone. The problem is, I can't barely get up. I couldn't take it any longer. Anyway, i'll be until here. Until next time.

Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow. No Difference at all(sighs.)

I'm so enjoying my whole life here on earth and I just so love to love it. I mean, I don't want to hate my life cause If I do, everybody does. You see that? Though, I'm hell busy with all my responsibilities, I just love to work on them. But, could there be a time as I could be less busier than usual? For once? I hope so cause nothing really changes. Look, I'll tell you how busy. As in very busy. Want Figures?

Responsibilities Checklist:

*SHOWDOWN 2009 Preparations(All Saturdays are booked until end of March.)
*Oral Defense Preparations(Due on February 16,2k9)
*Career Portfolio Thingy(Due on February9, 2k9)
*Entrance Test for San Carlos(this one's important)
*Physics Thesis
*Vocation Jamboree
*Another RAY Activity
*Scoutechism
*TOCYL Preparations


I hope it ends there(crossed-fingers). But heads up, boost morale, I can do this.LOL. That's not a good bluffing. Anyway, HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION is 50 Days Away. When all these end and All these succeed, I couldn't ask for more. Surely, that day would create a big difference.

I'm so f*cked up and spoiled out and i want more.

For the greetings, (Please put all the negative greetings you could ever think of here.) nothing so good about the previous life happenings.braaaaaah.

My apology if I wasn't able to post yesterday. You know, I didn't notice I was already sleeping. I felt so exhausted and you see, f*cked-up with the College Courses Galore whatever they call them. It was a bunch of breath-taking braggers from the different colleges of the same school. Like bragging about their departments are like this and like that. As if I care, better yet, as if we care!HELLO! Funny thing was, they are front-biting each other, like, the other departments don't have this and that.duuuhh. Like, they could have talk of a better topic about how they could help remedy this Global Financial Crisis thing instead of just telling us things that we do know.

Should I validly call that as Insignificant or ineffective for that matter? All the speakers were so not effective, like they expected themselves to be.HAHA. they make me LOL.

The whole day was boring, boringer and boringest. I just couldn't tell anymore.

Okay. Anyway, this moment of my life is f*cking busy. I just have to pause for some time and express my self in this blog. So, I started the day, I mean my mom started my day with loud reprimands. Is it my fault if my body aches and i just don't want to wake up for school? And there she goes talking about crazy things. "BRICKS!, Unsa man ka?Nganong dugaii ghod kaii ka nibangon? Di ka muskwela? Buang kang bataa ka, basin ga kwanggol2 na ka? Wa ra ba jhod kuh kita imong card sukad 1st grading. Basig hagbong2 na ka ha?" H-E-L-L-O! I just couldn't see my self failing in my subjects. Then, I reported to class in the afternoon. Nothing special. And the whole day was spoiled. Anyway, I want more!HAHA.

Until here people.Im damn sleepy.

How people call me.

I am back, as in, yeah, seriously.HAHA.
I really never knew since the day i came out from
my mom's pussy(LOLS) why people have different names.
I don't really find it insulting or offending but how I wished
I only had one name that everyone could use. Anyway, i know
that's not a big deal. So I'm giving you the names people
usually call me...

You must most of my classmates when you say "Mark"
You must be Mrs. Enario when you say "Lawrence"
You must be Mrs. Cantones or Mrs. Catipay when you say "Baday"
You must some of my close friends or someone from VEGA when you say "Badz"
You must some of the leaders when you say "Sir Badz"
You must be my mom in angry mood when you say "BRICKS!"
You must be some of my neighbors or cousins when you say "Bing"
You must be Hechanova when you say "yot"
You must be Anne Margaret when you say "Choii" or "Mark Lawrence"
You must be Karen or someone from 4OLCON when you say "JUNIOR"
You must be Giana when you say "Maaaark."
You must be Darianne when you say "Prinsipe"
You must be Bro. Khan when you say "Kalag" or "Soul"
You must be any friendster person when you say "the robot"
You must be some of the T.O.'s when you say "Abadiez Gamay"

So, those are the options, up to you.

Honestly, I...

Honestly, I don't wear briefs 'coz I prefer boxers.
Honestly, I'm afraid of the dark and creepy stories.
Honestly, I don't really know why I have a good image at school.
Honestly, I fall out of love even in a short time.
Honestly, I really never considered myself humane.
Honestly, I don't want to reuse and recycle.
Honestly, I love to watch Primetime Bida.
Honestly, I'm a poser.

Honestly, I just think I have ADHD.
Honestly, I love girls who love to kiss a lot.
Honestly, I easily get tired.
Honestly, I don't eat lunch now to lessen my fats.
Honestly, I too have vices.
Honestly, I easily get insecure.
Honestly, I'm not yet known better by people.
Honestly, I'm not that honest.